I hear ya dude. Your journey has been amazing.
I look back at pictures of myself at 330+ lbs from 10 years ago and dont even recognize that person.
It really is crazy man. I picked up a 65 pound dumbbell in the gym this morning, and was like, holy crap, you have lost this. I am glad I have before pictures to compare to now, it will help ensure I never get back to that person. I know we are all motivated by something different, but honestly a messy break up has turned out to be just about the best thing that could have ever happened to me.