Retired NYC police officer here. I was never a gun buff, still am not as I just view them as necessary tools. Like 'em but don't love 'em. But I've carried for years on the job and off, old habits die hard.but what do you do with those GUNS
sport shoot
hunt
home protection
or just cause you DIG THEM
I needed one in the past, on duty (often) and off (a few times), thankfully never having to fire. But that former need, well I guess it subconsciously gnaws at me. So I carry for self-protection but with the underlying hope that the need to present will never occur again.
I only shoot enough to stay sharp or when running a new gun, testing reliability with a few hundred rounds down range. Otherwise it's just clean, maintain, carry.