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I have got to get control of things. I have ballooned to a size that honestly makes me sick, I am so disgusted when I look in the mirror that I just stopped looking because I don't recognize myself anymore. I just can't seem to get myself motivated to eat right and work out. I don't know what happened that made me totally lose it, but it's been gone for almost a year (with pockets of it coming back here and there) and it's really taking a toll on my body. I have to do something though, I come from a family with major health issues, and if I don't do something soon I will end up with high blood pressure, diabetes and high cholesterol.
I said this week was the week, then yesterday I ate a burrito and chips and queso for dinner, a bagel for breakfast this morning and the rest of my burrito for lunch. All terrible, all nutritionally void, and I am sure I am already past my calorie intake and it's 1pm. I am so discouraged. I need my freaking motivation back!!
I said this week was the week, then yesterday I ate a burrito and chips and queso for dinner, a bagel for breakfast this morning and the rest of my burrito for lunch. All terrible, all nutritionally void, and I am sure I am already past my calorie intake and it's 1pm. I am so discouraged. I need my freaking motivation back!!