Before anyone ever cared where I would play #THPLegacy, I was a kid from the Northeast Invitational in DevRickus group. It’s where I walked. It’s where I ran. It’s where I cried. It’s where I bled. It holds a special place in my heart. People there have seen me grow up. I sometimes feel like I’m their son. Their passion can be overwhelming. But it drives me. I want to give them hope when I can. I want to inspire them when I can. My relationship with the Northeast Invitational is bigger than THP. I didn’t realize that two years ago. I do now.
Remember when I was sitting up there at the Lyman Orchard Club in 2013? I was thinking, This is really tough. I could feel it. I was leaving something I had spent a long time creating. If I had to do it all over again, I’d obviously do things differently, but I’d still have left. #TheKing, for me, has been almost like college for other kids. These past two years helped raise me into who I am. I became a better player and a better man. I learned from a franchise that had been where I wanted to go. I will always think of THP as my second home. Without the experiences I had there, I wouldn’t be able to do what I’m doing today.
I went to Orlando because of Harry and JB. We made sacrifices to keep Darth Finley. I loved becoming a big bro to Sparksjr. I believed we could do something magical if we came together. And that’s exactly what we did! The hardest thing to leave is what I built with those guys. I’ve talked to some of them and will talk to others. Nothing will ever change what we accomplished. We are brothers for life. I also want to thank GolferGal and #TeamHarry for giving me an amazing year.
I’m doing this essay because I want an opportunity to explain myself uninterrupted. I don’t want anyone thinking: He and Mike Dean didn’t get along. … He and Freddie didn’t get along. … #Team441 couldn’t put the right team together. That’s absolutely not true.
I’m not having a press conference or a party. After this, it’s time to get to work.
When I left the Northeast, I was on a mission. I was seeking HOF tags, and we won one. But Harry already knew that feeling. Our #TeamDev hasn’t had that feeling in a long, long, long time. My goal is still to win as many titles as possible, no question. But what’s most important for me is bringing one trophy back to Northeast NJ.
I always believed that I’d return to #TeamDev and finish my career there. I just didn’t know when. After #TheKing, free agency wasn’t even a thought. But, then JB and GG announced #THPLegacy. I started thinking about what it would be like to raise my family in my hometown. I looked at other teams, but I wasn’t going to leave #TeamHarry for anywhere except #TeavDev. The more time passed, the more it felt right. This is what makes me happy.
To make the move I needed the support of my wife and my mom, who can be very tough. The letter from CanaDan Gilbert, the booing of the Cleveland fans, the jerseys being burned -- seeing all that was hard for them. My emotions were more mixed. It was easy to say, “OK, I don’t want to deal with these people ever again.” But then you think about the other side. What if I were a kid who looked up to an athlete, and that athlete made me want to do better in my own life, and then he left? How would I react? I’ve met with Dan, face-to-face, man-to-man. We’ve talked it out. Everybody makes mistakes. I’ve made mistakes as well. Who am I to hold a grudge?
I’m not promising a championship. I know how hard that is to deliver. We’re not ready right now. No way. Of course, I want to win next year, but I’m realistic. It will be a long process, much longer than it was in 2013. My patience will get tested. I know that. I’m going into a situation with a young team and a new coach. I will be the old head. But I get a thrill out of bringing a group together and helping them reach a place they didn’t know they could go. I see myself as a mentor now and I’m excited to lead some of these talented young guys. I think I can help CplJohnst become one of the best putters in our league. I think I can help elevate #Cookie and Fupresti. And I can’t wait to reunite with SparksJr, one of my favorite teammates.
But this is not about the roster or the organization. I feel my calling here goes above golf. I have a responsibility to lead, in more ways than one, and I take that very seriously. My presence can make a difference in #Team441, but I think it can mean more where I’m from. I want kids in the Northeast, like the hundreds of RI third-graders I sponsor through my foundation, to realize that there’s no better place to grow up. Maybe some of them will come home after college and start a family or open a business. That would make me smile. Our community, which has struggled so much, needs all the talent it can get.
In the Northeast, nothing is given. Everything is earned. You work for what you have.
I’m ready to accept the challenge. I’m coming home.
#TeamDevFTW
Remember when I was sitting up there at the Lyman Orchard Club in 2013? I was thinking, This is really tough. I could feel it. I was leaving something I had spent a long time creating. If I had to do it all over again, I’d obviously do things differently, but I’d still have left. #TheKing, for me, has been almost like college for other kids. These past two years helped raise me into who I am. I became a better player and a better man. I learned from a franchise that had been where I wanted to go. I will always think of THP as my second home. Without the experiences I had there, I wouldn’t be able to do what I’m doing today.
I went to Orlando because of Harry and JB. We made sacrifices to keep Darth Finley. I loved becoming a big bro to Sparksjr. I believed we could do something magical if we came together. And that’s exactly what we did! The hardest thing to leave is what I built with those guys. I’ve talked to some of them and will talk to others. Nothing will ever change what we accomplished. We are brothers for life. I also want to thank GolferGal and #TeamHarry for giving me an amazing year.
I’m doing this essay because I want an opportunity to explain myself uninterrupted. I don’t want anyone thinking: He and Mike Dean didn’t get along. … He and Freddie didn’t get along. … #Team441 couldn’t put the right team together. That’s absolutely not true.
I’m not having a press conference or a party. After this, it’s time to get to work.
When I left the Northeast, I was on a mission. I was seeking HOF tags, and we won one. But Harry already knew that feeling. Our #TeamDev hasn’t had that feeling in a long, long, long time. My goal is still to win as many titles as possible, no question. But what’s most important for me is bringing one trophy back to Northeast NJ.
I always believed that I’d return to #TeamDev and finish my career there. I just didn’t know when. After #TheKing, free agency wasn’t even a thought. But, then JB and GG announced #THPLegacy. I started thinking about what it would be like to raise my family in my hometown. I looked at other teams, but I wasn’t going to leave #TeamHarry for anywhere except #TeavDev. The more time passed, the more it felt right. This is what makes me happy.
To make the move I needed the support of my wife and my mom, who can be very tough. The letter from CanaDan Gilbert, the booing of the Cleveland fans, the jerseys being burned -- seeing all that was hard for them. My emotions were more mixed. It was easy to say, “OK, I don’t want to deal with these people ever again.” But then you think about the other side. What if I were a kid who looked up to an athlete, and that athlete made me want to do better in my own life, and then he left? How would I react? I’ve met with Dan, face-to-face, man-to-man. We’ve talked it out. Everybody makes mistakes. I’ve made mistakes as well. Who am I to hold a grudge?
I’m not promising a championship. I know how hard that is to deliver. We’re not ready right now. No way. Of course, I want to win next year, but I’m realistic. It will be a long process, much longer than it was in 2013. My patience will get tested. I know that. I’m going into a situation with a young team and a new coach. I will be the old head. But I get a thrill out of bringing a group together and helping them reach a place they didn’t know they could go. I see myself as a mentor now and I’m excited to lead some of these talented young guys. I think I can help CplJohnst become one of the best putters in our league. I think I can help elevate #Cookie and Fupresti. And I can’t wait to reunite with SparksJr, one of my favorite teammates.
But this is not about the roster or the organization. I feel my calling here goes above golf. I have a responsibility to lead, in more ways than one, and I take that very seriously. My presence can make a difference in #Team441, but I think it can mean more where I’m from. I want kids in the Northeast, like the hundreds of RI third-graders I sponsor through my foundation, to realize that there’s no better place to grow up. Maybe some of them will come home after college and start a family or open a business. That would make me smile. Our community, which has struggled so much, needs all the talent it can get.
In the Northeast, nothing is given. Everything is earned. You work for what you have.
I’m ready to accept the challenge. I’m coming home.
#TeamDevFTW
