arydolphin
GTHC!
This is less of a rant and more to let off some steam.... I received a phone call earlier today that a childhood friend is gone. The streets took another one and this time I can't help but take a little blame. Don't get me wrong, he was no saint, but man I feel like I let him and his family down. We ran hard and when I went one way I tried to take him with me, but he had too much of the street in him. As I moved through college and my professional career we talked less and less. We operated in two different worlds & the life I built with was a complete 180 from his.
I wish I would have tried harder or done something different hoping it would have made a difference. I'm just trying to gather the words to say I'm sorry to his parents bc they treated me like a son.
Mike, it sounds like you did everything you could. In the end, everyone has to make their own decisions about how they want to live their life. I'm sorry that your friend is no longer with us, but you shouldn't beat yourself up over it.